I am seeing tunnel vision
In a world that's dark and cold
I cannot believe how much
I've changed since the days of old

I know it's temporary
But I need to focus straight
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate
I need forgiveness from the people
I truely care about
I need support behind my back
To help me spit it out

I am gonna win
I can't afford to blow this one
I hate myself sometimes
I love myself
I need this way of life
Because it holds me

Contradictions the way of life
Happiness is wealthiness is healthy
Now I've made it through those lies and deceit
I think what's done is done
And I can't complain anymore

I am sure
Now that I've found myself again
It feels great, I can't believe
I'd lost control of my fate