I've been sittin' here
Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself

Lookin' for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man
Bleeds just like me

And now I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in life
I watch my younger son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills
It helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills
Still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck me
It's hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Outskirt stands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

And when your walls
Come tumbling down
I will always be around

And when your walls
Come tumbling down 
I will always be around

People don't know
About the things I say and do
They don't understand
About the shit
That I've been through

It's been so long
Since I've been home
I've been gone
I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know
There's more to life than this

I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine

I've been giving
Just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking down that line
So I think i'll keep on walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on
And only God knows why
Only God, only God

Only God knows why
Only God knows why
Only God knows why
 
Take me to the river's edge
Take me to the river

Hey hey hey