What was it I was thinking
Or was I even thinking at all?

When I think of what I thought back then
Then I'm ashamed
And I'm appalled
That I gave up all I was so easily

Living your life is not for me
I won't be sedated
I won't be sedated!

Give me a little taste
And I know I won't want more
I won't be sedated
Stability is over-rated
Give me the disorder I adore

I can't be a part, be a part
I can't be a part, I can't be a part
Be a part of your modern world

I've gotta be apart, be apart
I've gotta be apart
I've gotta be apart

I can't grasp the values that you hold
What was it you were thinking
Or were you even thinking at all?

When I think of what you thought of me
I take offense
And I'm appalled
That you could discount all I love so easily

Living your life is not for me