Feels so cold to be abandoned
I can't see past what you have done
Memories how they fade away
Now you want to come back
I walked away from you
No fuckin' tears
For them lost years

I took the pain
Then I turned it to hatred
So dead to me
No fantasy
My own blood is the enemy remedy
Long gone, test me, be strong
Let me move on

Kill the memories
That I see only tragedy
From his belt
To his hands to his fist
I can't re-live this
I can't forgive this

I locked you out
These years
This hatred
Cries in my head
Steady coming
With that friendly fire
Shooting me down

Two caps to the back
Dropped face first
Hit the ground
Never around
So in the fucking mind
You're dead
And now that you're alone
You want to be my friend too

Foe
Who got control
Now I'm the one that's walking away
So what do you gotta say

Lying bruised and beat
Kicked to the curb
You're not my father
Don't bother because you never were
Take that motherfucker

Striving forever to find who I am
Striving forever to find who I am

Abandonment, how I can taste it
My resentment, time to face it
On my knees, oh god replace it
Can't believe it, I can't take it

On the brink of a breakdown
No love found in my soul
Straight from the get go
Nothing left in this heart
Just a motherfucking stab in the back
Back in my life
Yeah right

Stabbed in the back
Filled with hate
Nothing else to say
Cuz I walked away